masa.

hanya mampu menadah tangan
pohon kemaafan
minta perlindungan
agar semuanya tak berantakan
tak akan ada persengketaan
maafkan aku Tuhan
hilang pedoman lupa daratan
maafkan aku Tuhan
hanya memanggil saat kesusahan
bila yang celaru itu perasaan
Kau yang tahu aku serba kekurangan
aku terima semua ujian sungguh berat tak tertahan
aku redha dengan ketentuan
jika itu yang ditetapkan..

maafkan aku Tuhan.

because we have each other.

`would you grow old with me, love?

hash pipe.

RULES:

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song name down NO MATTER HOW silly it sounds.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal / blog.


1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" ... you say?
turn it off - paramore

2. How would you describe yourself?
looking up - paramore

3. What do you like in a girl?
snuff - slipknot

4. How do you feel today?
unfair - kate voegele
(exactly)

5.What is your life's purpose?
love like rockets - angels and airwaves

6. What is your motto?
careful - paramore

7. What do your friends think of you?
delicate - damien rice
(err....)

8. What do you think of your parents?
mexican wine - fountains of wayne

9. What do you think about very often?
feeling sorry - paramore

10. What is 2 + 2?
especially for you - liyana
(no idea, im too dumb)

11. What do you think of your best friend?
russian roulette - rihanna

12. What do you think of the person you like?
playing god - paramore

13. What is your life story?
dia - sheila majid
(dia..)

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
distraction - angels and airwaves

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
wrong way - sublime
(look this way, please)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
sweet dreams (are made of this) - marilyn manson

17. What will they play at your funeral?
brick by boring brick - paramore
(dun play anything at my funeral.)

18.What is your hobby/interest?
matahariku - agnes monika

19. What is your biggest fear?
ignorance - paramore

20. What is your biggest secret?
why - blink 182 & green day

21. What do you think of your friends?
get free - the vines

22. What will you post this as?
hash pipe - weezer
(lets smoke some weed)















*lets get married and fly off to japan, or maybe germany?*

im sory.

`never cutting my hair again. ever.

nak bet ngan gua?

hah, ther you go, proven!
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ok. great. seriously, great.












`love is overrated, no?

the gypsy and the drifter.

"the best thing, though, in that museum was that everything always stayed right where it was. nobody'd move. you could go there a hundred thousand times, and that eskimo would still be just finished catching those two fish, the birds would still be on their way south, the deers would still be drinking out of that water hole, with their pretty antlers and their pretty, skinny legs, and that squaw with the naked bosom would still be weaving that same blanket. nobody'd be different. the only thing that would be different would be you. not that you'd be so much older or anything. it wouldn't be that, exactly. you'd just be different, that's all."

                                                                            J.D. Salinger
                                                                            The Catcher in the Rye (109)











-and i feel different. that is all.

and by that time she'll be hogging the mic.

"maybe I'm a little moody but maybe frankly I'm getting a little bit tired of everything."

                                                                                                                                                    SMA 

 

be polite.

 

SO FUCK YOU.

now, why don't you be the writer?

"Why don't you be the artist
And make me out of clay

Why don't you be the writer
Decide the words I say"

..

everything's gone now. and there's just silence. silence.

berlari tanpa kaki.

"you are always tryin to keep it real. im in love with how you feel"

im just so terrible, unromantic when it comes to love, so i thot i wud borrow this beautiful poem from ee cummings.

if everything happens that can't be done

 

if everything happens that can't be done
(and anything's righter
than books
could plan)
the stupidest teacher will almost guess
(with a run
skip
around we go yes)
there's nothing as something as one

one hasn't a why or because or although
(and buds know better
than books
don't grow)
one's anything old being everything new
(with a what
which
around we come who)
one's everyanything so

so world is a leaf so tree is a bough
(and birds sing sweeter
than books
tell how)
so here is away and so your is a my
(with a down
up
around again fly)
forever was never till now

now i love you and you love me
(and books are shutter
than books
can be)
and deep in the high that does nothing but fall
(with a shout
each
around we go all)
there's somebody calling who's we

we're anything brighter than even the sun
(we're everything greater
than books
might mean)
we're everanything more than believe
(with a spin
leap
alive we're alive)
we're wonderful one times one 
 
 
ee cummings

p/s: i have found bravery in myself, with you.

I gave up coffee and cigarettes. I hate to say it hasn’t helped me yet.

and i gave up a lot of things just to be with you.


p/s: masih berkabung.

blame it on the weather.

'Cause the winter saddened all the flowers
And the oceans turned to gray
And the sky cried down for days and days
Mr. Sun, please don't go away

so,
Mr. Sun, stay here won't you please?

poke at my iris, why cant i cry about this?

she had an earthquake on her mind.

apabila tiada relevannya masa.

mencintaimu sedetik lebih dari selamanya.

"majority rule don't work in mental institutions.." - NOFX

We are five thousand, here in this little part of the city.
We are five thousand, how many more will there be?
In the whole city, and the country ten thousand hands
Which could seed the fields, make run the factories.
How much humanity, now with hunger, pain, panic, and terror?

There are six of us, lost in space among the stars,
One dead, one beaten like I never believed a human could be so beaten.
The other four wanting to leave all the terror,
One leaping into space, others beating their heads against the wall
All with gazes fixed on death.

The military carry out their plans with precision;
Blood is medals for them, Slaughter is the badge of heroism.
Oh, my God, is this the world you created?
Was it for this, the seven days, of amazement and toil?

The blood of compañero Presidente is stronger than bombs,
Is stronger than machine guns.
O you song, you come out so badly when I must sing - the terror!
What I see I never saw. What I have felt, and what I feel, must come out!
"Hará brotar el momento! Hará brotar el momento!"






"he fought in justice with his songs, and when they broke his hands, and when they taunted him, he sang even louder."

embun malam.

"bila sampai waktu ku
ku mahu seseorang mengejutku
tak perlu sedu sedan itu
cuma perlu mulakan hari yang baru."

                                                      James Franco

dua entri satu malam. samokh.

yang indah cuma biasan semalam
realitinya porak peranda
bercakaran bagai orang tak siuman
siapa raja, siapa naik takhta,
apa kuasa itu boleh dibahagi dua?
dipijak seperti anjing kurap
diludah seperti pengemis buta
memang lumrah ataupun cara hidup kita?