HOI BODOH. JANTAN KEPARAT. SIAL.

lu bawak lari dia.
lu tinggal anak.
lu main perempuan.
lu cerai dia.
lu memang biadap. lu takde otak.


SETAN!

a broken heart is what changes people.

28 days left, lets make sense of it all.

“Have you ever experienced a moment in your life that was so painful and confusing, you just want to learn everything you can to make sense of it all?”

                                                                                                                                            Jack Andraka

!

i feel like..

punching someone in the face.
just because.

fascinating.

for someone who hates being judged, you are one of the most judgmental people i've ever met.

darjah ke-tiga.

Third stage labour complication from rajeevsood2009

haematuria.

Hematuria for undergraduates from Wadood Aref

june 18,2013.

15 years.


and i miss you.

non-stop bollocks.

three words to describe you:

1) selfish
2) bossy
3) manipulative

i have a dream.

a form of violence i believe.

we are not animals, we are human beings just like you, and just like you we have brains installed in our heads. the yelling, the shouting, the screaming, for no apparent reasons - not necessary. you're the boss, you feel superior, we get it, you're the king of your little kingdom, we get it, but i gotta tell you this - that's not how a mature sane professional leader should act; with no respect for other people, humiliating people just to show your superiority, throwing false accusations without prior inquiries, inconsiderate, rude,and mean.. no matter how brilliant or how superbly awesome or how great or how spectacular you are, without good manners, you are nobody.

where i come from, politeness is important.

i'll show you all the beauty you possess, if you'd only let yourself believe that.

"I will not play tug o' war. I'd rather play hug o' war. Where everyone hugs instead of tugs, Where everyone giggles and rolls on the rug, Where everyone kisses, and everyone grins, and everyone cuddles, and everyone wins."

- Shel Silverstein

i love you.

"I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
So I love you because I know no other way
than this: where I does not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep."


Sonnet XVII 
by Pablo Neruda

acceptance.

"When someone hurts you, your first thought may be to wish you had never met them at all. But remember that even those who've hurt you, came into your life for a reason, and left for a reason. It’s for the best and healing starts with acceptance."

-YM

lelaki pertama.

dia bukan golongan bangsawan
bukan ahli politik
mahupun orang kenamaan
kerjanya biasa sahaja
jerit perih untuk keluarga
dia orang kita
dia lelaki pertama.

dia jarang ucap sayang
jarangjarang ada di rumah
apatah lagi memanjakan
kadangkadang baran, selalunya pendiam
dia tetap lelaki pertama.

tak pernah kenal wataknya
tak pernah tahu apa kesukaannya
duduk berdua senyap sahaja
makan bersama tak pernah juga
dia memang sukar dibaca
tapi dia lelaki pertama.

kadangkadang aku bingung
semuanya berantakan serba tak kena
diamdiam
dalam hati salahkan dia
walau dia lelaki pertama.

mungkin betul kata orang
bila hilang baru mencari
walau tak kenal tetap terasa.

kau lelaki pertama
saat ini aku sungguhsungguh ingin jumpa
mustahil,
tapi aku tetap mahu..



kerana babah, aku sangat rindu.

i just do.

"How do you do it? How do you pretend that you're happy? How do you pretend that everything's going to be alright? How can you smile when everything didn't go as planned? How do you walk when all you want to do is crumble on your knees? How can you make other people laugh when you're dying inside? How the hell do you do it?"

Have you ever had people asking you these questions? Or more importantly, have you ever asked yourself these questions?

- anonymous

corrupted. bias. what is democracy?

people pray a lot and are predominantly religious, but there's a lot of corruption all around the world. what are they praying for, money? success in corruption?

- Dalai Lama

damn. he's tall!

damn. his accent!



"the day news came my best friend died
   my knees went weak and you saw me cry
    say I'm still the soldier in your eyes"

cheer up!

dear sir,

being supportive.